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A New Dawn
Tuesday, November 12, 2024
Surviving the Great Depression
Tuesday, January 10, 2023
26 Seconds In Heaven
Thursday, November 24, 2022
Thanksgiving 2022
Thanksgiving 2022
I sit here this Thanksgiving, now that I've given thanks, contemplating on my loved ones who are no longer with us. I relatively recently lost my mother and my ex-fiancee. About twenty years before that, I lost my wife of fifteen years. All were lost close to the holiday season.
It's sort of strange. You expect it to have an effect on you but I find myself in sort of limbo. It's not that I don't miss them. I do. It's just that I don't feel as though I have suffered a great loss. Maybe it's because I got a peek at what heaven was like when the doctor accidentally killed me for a short time? I really don't know.
It could be because I was so grateful to God for giving me a warm place to sleep, food to keep me alive, and a loving family. I don't know if I have been this thankful before. The world stage looks like something out of Revelation and our country isn't looking much better. I wouldn't have believed it possible that my country would sink this low. Even more shocking is that the people in this country would just let it happen without a fight, yet, here we are. If only I could awaken and find that it was just a bad dream. That's not likely to happen though. It doesn't do any good for me to want freedom for my descendants more than they want it for themselves. They are the ones who are young and able, not me anymore. At least they can't say that I didn't warn them.
Wednesday, August 17, 2022
Is Zuckerberg In League with the Nigerian Scammers?
Saturday, March 5, 2022
How to Play the Solo to "Money" by Pink Floyd - David Gilmour Solo Lesson
Monday, July 19, 2021
Is America Dead?
Tuesday, January 19, 2021
Goodbye, America.
Goodbye, America
What do you have when one party classifies the other party as "domestic terrorists." That's what we have now. Nearly half of Americans are suddenly labeled domestic terrorists because we didn't vote for "their guy" and we committed the offence of questioning some highly unusual votes that came in for Biden. A sitting president was removed from social media and his supporters are being silenced and being kept from communicating with one another on every major social media site. When a conservative opened a site, Parler, and invited the silenced Trump supporters over, Amazon took away their server because, evidently now, disagreeing with the Democrats is now "domestic terrorism." Freedom of speech is now a thing of the past.
Trump took his evidence to court, and there WAS evidence, but the courts refused to look at the evidence. This angered the people who wanted a fair election. If the Democrats won fair and square, why do they fear the courts looking at the evidence?
If the election had been proven fair, those who voted for Trump would have been sad but would have accepted that Biden won. Yeah, a few overexcited rabble rousers broke a window at the Capitol, one tried to walk off with Nancy Pelosi's podium, and one, *shudder* committed the heinous offence of putting his feet on Pelosi's desk. Other than that, I haven't seen evidence of anything else. Oh, one guy did commit the ignorant act of hurling a fire extinguisher and evidently killed a police officer. Those who committed VIOLENT acts need to answer for their crimes but I hardly think that putting your feet up on a desk qualifies as violent. Even so, this is being labeled a "violent act."
The left had BLM protests where there was burning, looting, raping, killing, and turning over cars. This was labeled "mostly peaceful protesting." How does what happened at the Capitol even remotely compare to the violence of a BLM protest? It doesn't but you're being told that it's WORSE than a BLM protest.
From "1984": "The party told you to reject the evidence of your eyes and ears. It was their final, most essential command."
This is what is happening in the U.S. They're telling you to believe the opposite of what you see and hear.
Biden tells us that he wants unity but orders 25,000 American troops to Washington, D.C. to insure that nobody says that he didn't win the election "fair and square," something that has never been done in America. Does this sound like any other country? Yes, communist countries. Goodbye, America. You were great while you lasted.
Saturday, January 9, 2021
God is In Control
Ephesians 6:11-13
King James Version
11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
We are definitely fighting the rulers of the darkness of this world now. It's not just here in the U.S. This evil is affecting the whole world. Pelosi and the Democrats are treasonous traitors who are going along with the unseen powers who want to rule the world and promoting this bad cold virus as a "killer virus" just because it kills a low percentage of sickly people like any other bad cold or flu virus does.
Our leaders have been lying to us, manipulating us, and bankrupting us "for our safety." They have used peoples' fear of the virus to strip us of our rights and to sell us toilet paper. [pause for laughs] Have no fear, everything is in God's hands.
Colossians 2:13-15
King James Version
13 And you, being dead in your sins and the uncircumcision of your flesh, hath he quickened together with him, having forgiven you all trespasses;
14 Blotting out the handwriting of ordinances that was against us, which was contrary to us, and took it out of the way, nailing it to his cross;
15 And having spoiled principalities and powers, he made a shew of them openly, triumphing over them in it.
God through President Trump has made the Democrats so mad that the crooked ones have exposed themselves. Most of the swamp of evil, these powers and principalities in the U.S. have not only exposed themselves but bragged about their evil openly in the last several months. Their lies about Trump during the phony, one sided impeachment hearings, for instance, showed just how corrupt our government has become. Their lies and intentional exaggerations and hypocrisy about the protesters on the 6th exposed even more and it showed that some Republicans in our government are crooked as well. We can also see that people besides the politicians have also become corrupt. Some FBI and CIA agents exposed themselves as playing politics rather than doing their jobs according to the law. I have seen similar problems in the UK as well. God has made a show of them openly now... even of those whom we thought would stand up for the truth but were inwardly ravenous wolves, but fear not the wolves.
Matthew 10:28
King James Version
28 And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.
We can see now that it is time to put on the full armor of God and prepare for spiritual battle.
Ephesians 6:11-18
King James Version
11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;
Love, Hope, Peace, and Christ be with you,
Cal-el
Saturday, July 4, 2020
Freedom and Change
This is Independence Day, yet, I hear some people talking about change. These people are willing to throw the baby out with the bathwater for this change. They have forgotten, or don't care, that there are some very good and important things that they're about to throw out.
My ancestor, George Washington, was the first president of what we now call the United States. He had a vision that all men would be free under the constitution, regardless of the color of their skin. He tried to gain support but received little. He received so little that he feared that the issue would tear apart the newly organized nation. He couldn't even get his wife behind him at the time, but I digress.
Brave countrymen fought and died for the freedoms that we now enjoy. Too many of you have been too quick to simply give them away. This troubles my heart. Are you aware that, even today, some countries would arrest you and/or kill you for speaking out against injustices brought about by a new law or existing laws that are the opinion and actions of the State? It's like being on Facebook and posting an unpopular opinion and being sent to Facebook jail or having your profile "killed" by them. Even now, there are people rioting, looting, and killing to try to take those rights from you. Don't dare speak against them or you may be sent to this virtual jail. Don't dare speak out against these villains in public or you may be jailed in real life or have your reputation destroyed and be jailed or killed in those unamerican cities.
You know what? It is TIME to risk our lives and reputations to stand against this evil that have gained a stronghold in this land. Yesterday, president Trump gave a signal to all Patriots that it is time for them to act. I am acting on this day to give a rallying cry to those who would defend our great nation and its constitution. We are a Christian nation despite what atheists would have you believe. We are ONE NATION UNDER GOD. It is time to act to prevent them from spreading more of their lies against God and Christ which have deceived so many of our young. We ARE NOT one nation under perversion, self-pleasure, and the giant spaghetti monster. We serve a LIVING GOD who will help us defend His name and this country from this creeping infestation that threatens all of our country's values. Already, some people are afraid to speak their minds. I say STAND UP and let them hear your thoughts. STAND UP and take back our freedoms. STAND UP and be counted amongst the many who have been silent for too long and WON'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. Take back our streets. Take back our cities. TAKE OUR COUNTRY BACK and KEEP America great! We were once a nation of discipline. We were once a nation of freedom. We were once a nation where you could walk on the streets, even at night, and not fear being attacked by lawless individuals. We could speak our minds and engage in debate with them without anger and violence. I'm reminded of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. who led his people in peaceful protest and gained the hearts of people of all colors and inspired the acceptance of all people that we see today.
Our enemy doesn't want you to see that acceptance. They want you to believe that this is a pre-60s world in which we are living. They want to stir up old hatred. They want to divide us and conquer us. STAND UP and KEEP them from tearing apart this great nation. STAND UP for the Constitution. STAND UP for freedom. STAND UP for the president and every other God fearing American! the time to STAND UP is NOW on this GREAT DAY that honors the day that THIS COUNTRY won its FREEDOM from FOREIGN GOVERNMENT! The Second Ammendment wasn't written for nothing. STAND UP and be counted as one of those who is willing to FIGHT for our freedoms. POP your fireworks, SPEAK OUT for our Freedoms, SHOW THE WORLD that YOU'RE a Proud American who WON'T be deprived of your Freedoms! Enjoy this Independence Day of 2020 as a FREE AMERICAN!
Monday, March 16, 2020
6,500 Corona Virus Deaths Already?
6,500 Corona Virus Deaths Already?
Sunday, November 24, 2019
More Than Words
- 1 Timothy 5:3-16 King James Version (KJV)
- 1 Timothy 5:3-16 King James Version (KJV)
Saturday, November 16, 2019
DON'T PUNISH PAIN!
I was recently in the hospital where they tried to unclog one of my arteries. They put me in all kinds of pain but the only painkillers they eould give me was two Tylenol and an 8mg Melatonin for my nerves. That's right. Tylenol and melatonin after having your heart poked in and twisted around and a scalpel cut in your groin.
It's ridiculous. The DEA has too much power and they're goin after legitimate pain patients instead of the street criminals who are the ones doing all the overdosing. They have the doctors so scared that they don't want to give patients ANY opiate narcotics. If you're like me and can't take Tylenol or NSAIDs, it doesn't leave you anything. Maybe they're trying to update the findings of the Nazis at Auschwitz? That's what it feels like.
"Hey, we put that patient in a lot of physical pain. Let's withhold his pain meds and see if we can put him in mental anguish too!"
Heck, they didn't even give me a bullet to bite on and a couple shots of whiskey. They're way more inhumane than that now. They have the MEANS to get you out of pain. They just don't want to use it.
Anyway, after about two hours of me screaming and my sister jumping on them real good, they gave me two whole milligrams of morphine. It wasn't near enough but it was better than Tylenol. Hell, they gave me 5 milligrams of morphine when I was eleven years old. I generally get eight milligrams because I have a high tolerance. My high tolerance isn't anything new. I had a high tolerance when I was eighteen months old and got squashed by a car tire. It's not something that I made up in order to get high. I just want my pain relieved.
I have never seen doctors and nurses so smug about denying a patient pain relief. I had a couple of nurses in the past who didn't feel like walking back to the station to get the medicine but nothing so hateful, unfeeling, and uncaring before. I thought I was kidnapped in my sleep and I woke up in some third world country or something. No improvement in my heart, intense pain, and no painkillers. That's what they provided. Medical care in America now officially sucks! Fuck them!
Maybe if we put some of these doctors in severe pain and let them see how it feels, they would understand better? I'm not calling for violence against these "medical professionals" but I wouldn't be surprised if someone got really fed up and hurt them badly so that they could see what we go through on a daily basis. 'Nuff said.
Monday, November 4, 2019
Have the Democrats Fired the First Shot?
Today, in a closed door session, the Democratic leadership, voted to move on with the impeachment of President Trump. No Republicans were allowed and the charges they bring have already been proven false even after an almost three year, extremely partisan witch hunt in which no charges of collusion with Russia could be proven against the president. How can they impeach on false charges?
This has upset many Trump supporters as well as people who don't like Trump but can see that a great injustice against the American people and American voters is taking place. What are these American people supposed to do when the government completely disregards the laws of the land and falsely impeaches a president in spite of having no legal grounds? What are the true patriots supposed to do. What did the founders of the country do when their rights were completely disregarded?
"When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation."
This, the opening statement of the Declaration of Independence, indicates that they've had enough and they aren't going to take it anymore. They went on to outline the inalienable rights of all humans and their right to defend them.
"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness."
The South and a few Northern states are prepared to ignore the illegal impeachment of our president and do whatever is necessary to defend their rights against a government that no longer represents them. There are plenty of fine men who swore to uphold and defend the Constitution of the United States who are sick and tired of being harassed, demonized, censured, and censored for excersizing their First Amendment right to express an opinion. They were just waiting for that final act of agression by the Democrats to push them that one final step.
Has this completely baseless mockery of an impeachment been the final straw that will get guns ablazing? Are we doomed to fight another Civil War? Is that what the Democrats wanted all along? Have the Democrats now fired the first shot? You tell me.
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~ The Second Amendment of the Constitution was added for a reason.
Saturday, October 19, 2019
In Memory of Strawberry
In memory of Strawberry
Rest in peace, Megan Kelly Pender Burnham
I made this video for Strawberry before she came to stay with me.
https://youtu.be/8A5WxJTiPrIu
This was out first date. We went to Kemah Boardwalk.
Strawberry used to call herself Delilah on LiveVideo so I played thos song on LiveVideo for her.
https://youtu.be/_7lD8ymt1k8
This was after the first time we made love.
https://youtu.be/ydR_ZveZ27c
This was at a club where I usually scouted for talent for the Woodstock 40th Anniversary Committee.
https://youtu.be/YpbogwQUQOU
This was Strawberry dancing at Gilley's while I was working putting Keith Gilley and his band on the Internet live
https://youtu.be/syrrC5PIQik
This was Strawberry playing at the hospital when the doctors said that she had two months to live.
https://youtu.be/AbfZ2ebxykE
I made this after Strawberry left me. At that time her name was Megan Kelly Pender. I had hurt enough to have another open heart surgery after she left and just wanted to forgive her so I could move on. Thanks to Kenny Loggins for writing a song that expressed exactly how I felt at the time. She had been responsible for my first heart surgery as well, but I don't want to go into the details at this time. I loved her so much that I got Broken Heart Syndrome over her twice. This was made with pictures and videos that she sent me.
Strawberry had some amazing qualities but her demons kept dragging her back. She was an amazing pianist. She did so well when she was with my mom and I but my roach infestation and my mothers hoarding probably helped drive her away. I got the roach infestation cleared up shortly after she was gone, but it was too late. I wish she had stayed a week longer and the roaches would have been gone.
We continued to communicate after she left and she told me that she was continuing to try. I know about her many failures and her stays in rehab. I will miss her texts, phone calls, and video calls. We had formed a lasting bond.
She eventually told me that she had found faith in God, but not Christ yet. I hope she found Christ before she died. Maybe I'll see her in heaven when it's my time to go? May she rest in peace.
Addendum:
Here is a link to the pictures of Strawberry that I still have.
https://www.facebook.com/cal.jennings/media_set?set=a.10202504401584255&type=3&hc_location=ufi
I found this video. Bbn I made for Strawberry with her pictures.
I found our first show together on LiveVideo but you have to click the link because Blogger can't seem to find it.
I just found this song I wrote for the first time I asked her to be my Valentine on LiveVideo. I did it as a 50s style song as sort of a joke.
That's all I can find for now. I'll add more if I find anything, then I might add some thoughts. We'll see.
I found another one. Strawberry said that this was her, but it doesn't look like when I knew her.








