I was looking on YouTube for Meyer Speedway and found a race that he was problably in and it's about halgway trhot the video. Here it is.
Meyer Speedway
This is the kind of race my dad drove in. He may be one of the orange cars with a white top.
He was at the racves most weekensds bu7t he lost more than he won. Of course he was racing against A.Jl Foyt and Jimmy Willis. Jimmy Willis was big until he had a brake failure and went through the fence on a turhn, He badly injured his driving leg and was unable to reace3 after that.
Okay., I'll try to let autocorrect do it's thing.
It's really difficult since it's hard for me to read, write, see, or think. Still, I am struggling to overcome it. I don't know how long it might take, but I'm doing what I can. If it just weren't for that extreme headache. It's worse than a migraine.
This morning, when I woke up, I tried to get up and my back was in such bad shape that it felt like knives sticking in my spite when I tried to move so I laid their most of the morning. I eventually had to get up because a limb fell on my car. I don't know if I can get a pic from Facebook or not. We'll see.
The limb and my car
Yay! It took me several tries but I was able to finally do it. It just takes so much time for me to remember things now. I really feel like near the end of "Flowers for Algernon." It's terrible to know that your mind is slipping away. The brain atrophy was enough but the stroke really messed me up. I have a hard time trying to remember a... to remember a... to remember a... word! THat's it! That's what it's like even with simple words sometimes now.
Strawberry is getting married. I don't know if I told everyone that or not. She does make a beautiful bride. I have seen her wearing her dress. I'll see if I can find a picture.
Strawberry in her wedding dress
This may be what caused my mini-stroke. haha Well, not haha really.
I did get a bit upset over her getting married even though I didn't think it would bother me. That added to everything else I'm facing like waiting to hear if I have stomach cancer, my heart difficulties, my trouble breathing, and my other troubles might have been the straw that broke the camel's back. Love does some strange things to you sometimes. I read somewhere that guys feel more deeply than women do. According to this link I'm shit out of luck.
I really don't care for a romantic relationship anymore. Those of you who have followed me know that they have been nothing but disaster for me. I'm not very good at choosing partners and I probably don't have long enough left for a partner to choose me. I don't even care about sex anymore at present. I've been completely celibate for two years now I think. Trying to relieve the pain of prostate trouble that once doesn't count.
I guess you can see that my thoughts are out of order. This is a... what do you call it? Train of thought blog?
It seems to me to be much worse than it used to be. It's so hard to think and I'm about at the end of my rope trying to after this blog. It may not be long compared to most but it has taken me three hours to write it so I'll bid you "adieu adieu to you and you and you."
Love, Hope, and Christ be with you,
Cal-el
